glimpse of emotion

You shut me out,
And you never said much,
I begged to come to yacht,
But I already lost so much.

I told you,
That I would be forgotten,
But now it's you,
That is not forgetting.

I moved on,
Did all I wanted,
I moved on,
Becoming your beloved.

Anywhere I would have followed you,
But not anymore,
I already got over you,
And you'll keep loving me more.

thoughts of home

Look around,
Everything is vain,
Everything is plain,
Soon it returns to the ground.

Sometimes happiness reigns,
Soon after comes pains,
They both wrestle,
Wanting to reign.

I wonder how long,
How much time is left,
Do you ever ponder,
Maybe life is prolonged.

I yearn to go home,
Free from travails,
I want to go home,
Stuck in glorious reins.

take a deep breath

          This is not a story about my life. It just features some of my experience. I am not perfect, infact, I feel like I am miles away from perfection, but perfection is the goal. I believe in chances, I believe in trying, I believe in never giving up but sometimes I become weary of trying and I indeed do give up. What is your definition of perfect?
            I have learnt to live, not just to exist because they are two different things. I also have not achieved this completely but I am learning to live and be happy. I live by doing what makes me happy. What do you live for? And what makes you happy?
             Sadly, I have made mistakes, I have done right things through a wrong way, I have failed at almost everything I thought I got right. All these have brought me pain, pain I always try to deny rather than let go of, but I have learnt now about how to let go. Letting go is beautiful and easy. What pain are you holding unto?
             I would not have come this far without help, God sends helpers and most times, they are in human form. One way or the other, humans help you get to where you should be, either through a wrong way or a right way, knowingly or unknowingly, but they would still help you out. Whose help are you refusing?

everything here is...

      It's been seven years since I last had contact with the living. I have been completely shielded from the activities of the living and from the living themselves. It's been seven years, seven years of beautiful loneliness, blissful sorrows, ravaging happiness. It's been seven years.
       I have been told to return to the land of the living because I have achieved my aim of coming here. I have successfully aligned my spirit with that of the thing inhabiting here. I have also lost some of my human traits, so i have to leave in order to save what is left of me.
        If it's upto me, I would remain here, I would give up the land of the living for this. I feel like this is where I truly belong, we truly co-exist I here, everything is connected In here, everything here... is cleansed.

I feel mercy

I try finding mercy,
Seems to be around,
Heard it's around,
But I can't find mercy.

Mercy is reaching out to me,
I feel it's energy around,
Feel it's presence,
My heart yearns for it.

Reaching to save me,
Feel it's caress,
Hoping to find succour,
Mercy is finally with me.

hypnotising embrace

Stay at the edge,
Feel my cool embrace,
Look into my eyes,
I am all you want,
All you need.

Feel the light air,
Breathe it in,
Look into my depths,
Get lost in me.

Focus your gaze,
Soon you will come down,
To my hypnotising embrace.